>be me >be 27 year old ugly beta loser nofriends autist with no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever; have never been to a pub, club, or party; have no passions
Life is going by so fast and I waste it all. I waste a lot of time on the internet but if you read the below, you will know why. It's like I view everything as a chore that needs to be avoided through procrastination.
I got bored of a history book I was reading and gave up on it. I abhor the modern humanitard mentality. If you want to know what it is, imagine an upper middle class person who says (honestly or not) Pynchon is funny and who reads the New Yorker. He is a pseudointellectual that claims his philosophising and literary interests are due to a love of knowledge but he knows nothing about STEM or anything practical or anything not marketed by a major publishing company or university. That's as succinctly as I can put it. The humanitard mentality is the prism that 99 % of all media is refracted through.
I don't have productive interests. There are just things I feel like I need to do to stop the pseudointellectuals coming after me (going through SICP, reading boring old books). I feel guilty for everything I do, don't do, and how I do it. I feel like I have to be more efficient in how I do things.
I have a full time job that requires no work and about 10 minutes per day at the office (plus commute) but I am still unhappy. I am insanely lazy and when I worked from 9 to 5 I saw my life as over. It was soul crushing.
Being an ugly autist without a posh accent is a career death sentence. I don't know how I will ever bother putting effort in to things, especially when I know Chads and women get everything handed to them. I see decades of boring work ahead of me. My only pleasures in life are junk food, coffee, and McDonalds. My main hobby, apart from wasting time on the internet, is walking around London and hoping my 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted.
its like you want to have acid thrown on your face, raped by pakis, and then mugged by somalis. oh, and dont even think about carrying a butter knife for protection, youll be in twitter jail faster than you can say OY CUNT
Start exercising. Go to the gym hire a trainer. Go for a 30 minute run. Go buy a yoga mat and sign up for a class. Free your mind from Technology. Find yourself. Exercise is the first step.
Adrian Ross
nigga you lost af, listen to this man. get in the gym, get your T up, and you'll experience a re-birth, brother
> Go to gym consistently > progress heavier weights > eat lots to get jacked
Time to become that chad you wanna be user. It will give you confidence. It will give you a purpose to live if you get into it like a routine.
Aaron Long
I have same problem , but I find cure for me. wildlife. 10 min walk from home and I am in another world , no phone , no work , no annoying people . photo from yesterday
Stop going around the boards and shitting them up with your pathetic pasta.
Jaxon Cruz
>spend months working out maxing gainz >become tall jacked Chad >still autistic and spergy as fuck, no friends, go days without talking to a single female
th-thanks for the advice
Eli Bell
>live in LA >tfw no wildlife >just urban sprawl, concrete, and mexians
holy fuck the autism in this OP is something to behold. Yea buddy, it's totally everyone else that's a total shit, you nailed it.
Caleb Perez
Meds. /thread
Hunter Rogers
How is LA? Might move there after uni
Jordan Wood
im in LA show me good times pls
inb4 mexicans
Jacob Diaz
>I abhor the modern humanitard mentality. If you want to know what it is, imagine an upper middle class person who says (honestly or not) Pynchon is funny and who reads the New Yorker. He is a pseudointellectual that claims his philosophising and literary interests are due to a love of knowledge but he knows nothing about STEM or anything practical or anything not marketed by a major publishing company or university. That's as succinctly as I can put it. The humanitard mentality is the prism that 99 % of all media is refracted through. >My only pleasures in life are junk food, coffee, and McDonalds. My main hobby, apart from wasting time on the internet, is walking around London and hoping my 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted. Yeah really hope this shit is a larp. Otherwise you're dumb as fuck and deserve your sad as shit life.
Gavin Bailey
you now realize everyone from /lit/ is like this
Dominic Wood
I’m so tired of Hollywood, but I love hanging out at Venice And santamonica beach
Zachary Reyes
I’m by UCLA where you at
Jose Miller
Low testosterone. Hit the gym and start eating right.
Been through it myself mate, it gets better (if you follow my advice for real)
Robert Smith
user are you white?
John Johnson
West valley mang What do you do for fun
Matthew Sullivan
>still hasnt walked into a pub fifth time im telling you this now you dumb fucking retard
its easy its like walking into a a macdonalds no excuse
walk into a pub now so you can take that shit off your list.
Chase Bailey
i think op just identifies as that guy thats too afraid to walk into a pub and if he walked into a pub he wouldnt be able to whine about not having walked into a pub. at this point not having walked into a pub is part of his entire character and existance.
Carson Barnes
I haven’t talked to a female my age for over 9 months.
Henry Jackson
Depression is a physiological state. Your body is not producing enough energy to support you. Your view of the people around you is really a reflection of how you think they look at you. Read the book of Abraham Hoffer about Niacin. Take Niacin, Riboflavin 5 phosphate, Thiamine pyrophosphate, Vitamin C and caffeine and you will fucking make it. I crushed my E1S (the biomarker for tissue estrogen load) in two months with this protocol. Check the Ray Peat forum. I cured all my symptoms of autism and social stupidenes overnight. You will make it my friend. Good luck.
Jeremiah White
Move to a different country boi, it worked for me. Fuck England, it's a sad as fuck place and I won't ever regret moving away from it
Eli Martin
Stop bothering strangers with novel-length discriptions of your non-life and go do something.
Eli Anderson
Smoke Kush, train MMA and talk crypto, you?
Caleb Sanchez
i havent been hugged in 4 years and i can still walk into a pub. it requires zero effort or social skills, nobody is even going to talk to you, notice you, or remember you. do you remember every dumb looking faggot youve ever seen in a maconalds? NOBODY GIVES A FUCK YOU ARE INVISISBLE, A FLY ON THE WALL.
Aaron Reed
what makes you think youre so fucking special that people are even going to notice you let alone give you a hard time. how fucking narcissistic are you
