WHY DO THEY KEEP DENYING UFOS JUST FUCKING ADMIT IT LETS MAKE CONTACT I WANNA SEE THEM I WANNA SEE THE STARS

most of the time I get my memory erased and just have testicle pain for a day, but I've seen them several times too

Posting this again for skeptics youtu.be/2sUduXUaW0M

You need a psychologist my brown friend

Dude tell me everything. If you have an email or something that would be even better, I am very interested in hearing your story.

I do, I've been taking meds for schizophrenia since I was 19
>everything
Be a bit more specific, as you might understand this is quite a long story

How did it start? How much can you remember from the incidents? Is there anything significant about the time it happens (hour, day, weather, your mental state, anything)? Do you yourself believe it's for real?

source for real one?

Pentagon top secret files. Good luck user.

>How did it start?
This is a difficult question. My earliest remember from an incident is a recurrent dream, at around age 7. While I was in a friend's house, alone in the terrace, I remember to feel weird and as a flash the whole scene goes green. I remember fear, trying to escape, and being in a white space. The dream stops there, and I've been having it since always, always remembering the same episode, but never getting a whole idea of it. Anyways, I couldn't say for sure that it's where it started, because I don't know.

>How much can you remember from the incidents?
Not so much. It wasn't until I was 18 where in a normal dialogue with my mom I discovered a false memory of a medical surgery (that I never had). Got severe nightmares, and flashbacks since then. I mostly remember emotions, rather than complete scenes, althought I remember some of them now that some years have gone by.

>Is there anything significant about the time it happens (hour, day, weather, your mental state, anything)?

It almost always around 3 AM, and normally every 3 months, more or less. I've got sporadical experiences that do not fit any schelude, thought. I can't ignore the possibility that most of them are flashbacks, thought, since I've put a camera filming and nothing abnormal was recorded. Anyway I'm not quite sure how much can I believe such recordings since the things involved in this can pretty much change whatever they want.

>Do you yourself believe it's for real?
Yes, I am absolutely sure that something real is/has happened to me. Anyway, I am also aware of the impossibility of being proven as as such thing, I deny it everytime I get asked. I regret very, very very hard the moment I decided to tell my mom about this.

thanks

Have you ever tried regressive therapy? Have you ever found any marks or scars on your body? Have you ever thought of trying to contact them outside of your episodes? Thanks for the story.

>Have you ever tried regressive therapy?

Nope, therapist believes is an hallucinatory delusion caused by schizophrenia

>Have you ever found any marks or scars on your body?
Yes, pic related. Found about it around the age of the recurrent dream. Shitty camera and too hairy, but it's a tiny oval of what feels like inserted skin.

>Have you ever thought of trying to contact them outside of your episodes?
Yes. Have got extremely terrified and anxious, but so far nothing relevant happened. They don't seem to be interested in me other than physically.

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Hmm. There must be a way to get their attention, to establish contact. I refuse to just know they are up there but not being able to do anything.

I wouldn't be interested in petting a dog used in an experiment either

I saw a flying dorito once

Stop assuming you know how they think by comparing us to other creatures on earth. They actively sabotaged our nuclear programs for years. In fact I doubt a full on nuclear war would ever happen because UFOs will intercept the ICBMs, they have done so in the past.

I'm just saying that they don't seem interested in me in the same way other "abductees" tell they treat them. I once had a conversation with one of them after I woke up in their blurry white room and it was empty, useless, child talk. The thing you do to a child to make him feel relaxed and stop being awake. "Yes honey, all you say". I honestly don't have an opinion on the whole UFO thing.

watch this
youtube.com/watch?v=EebPP1ci1IE

I am uffo.