Suicide thoughts came back

stop being depressed

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They go away?

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what about the pain? and I assume you don't mean an actual stab? like a cut is probably what you mean? because stabbing your neck sounds like pure agony

Neck stabbing is a good method if you cut the carotid artery because, as you have said, no more oxygen will reach the brain and you will be unconscious and unsalvaged after a while. But keep in mind that you can still survive with a stab wound in the neck and it can last hours until you finally taste the sweet release of death.
Have you thought of drowning instead?

What counts as suicidal thoughts? I've thought what it would be like to shoot myself in the head but I've never been suicidal.

At least you're white

>slavs
>white

I'm really fucking afraid of water since my little accident I had when I was a kid. I don't want to spend my life moments gasping for air in panic and flailing my arms around like a retard.

So you don't want to die, then. You know you can still experience terror and pain which means their converse exists in potentiality as well. You still have a chance to make something of your life, user

I have them every day, you get used to it.

I had them for at least 10 years now and they only get more and more unbearable.

I used to have them a lot in my late teens, bought a gun and considered taking my life a couple of times.
Then i just postponed it enough and now i just don't have the energy to do it 2bh

Do you leave the house?

No.

You should at least get some sun and fresh air. It won't make the thoughts go away but it's a start.

Going outside just reinforces the suicidal thoughts.

Unless you decide to drown yourself in salt water, death by drowning becomes quite peaceful when you are already sinking at the bottom.
But is understandable, the first moments while you are on it will be filled with panic.
I will highly recommend you to take some kind of drug (like sleeping pills) before trying to kill yourself, it will reduce the chances of getting pussied out or suffering pain.

If you dont have clinical depression you have no reason to commit suicide.

I was diagnosed when I was a teenager but I dropped the therapy.

ok

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>suicide thoughts came back
>told the voices to fuck off
Feels nice to be mentally healthy

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Where is the russian f*rstoids when you need him?

>cabin fever is coming back
>start hearing voices around my house
>cat comes up and calms me down
feels good to have a friend desu

Are you fucking implying that pooland is first world?

As much as portugal.

Get a hobby and a job you fat NEETs

Well, so it isn't

I'm planning on suicide soon when the helium tank arrives
I've began to realize that suicide is not the sad and horrible thing that society tells us, it's actually a beautiful act, as you free yourself from all worries and finally finds peace. It's life that's twisted and dreadful, not death.
We're all gonna die eventually, so there is no problem anticipating the moment and saving yourself from suffering.

>hobby
Already have one. It doesn't make a big difference.

>Job
My father prohibited me to have a job until I end college.

>fat
I wish.

I have a job and an athletic physique

what about your social life? do you have friends that share your hobby? Also gaming or not physical hobbies don't count, those don't cure depression. What you need is something that gives you a good shot of adrenaline.

you don't even need to feel panic, you just have to hyperventilate first
I would choose this suicide method, but I don't people to find me dead in a pool filled with shit and blood that my body muscles will release after I die.

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what about your hobby

What do you mean?

What about it?

does ur hobby make you happy

It’s hard to describe, i enjoy my hobby but it doesnt make me happy

Imagine being such a simpleton that wageslavery gives your life purpose.

Holy shit I think about this all the time dude. I think one day I'll do it with a really sharp knife. It would be so easy. I never want to be old. I'll do it around my late 30's if my life doesn't improve by then.

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Why are you depressed?

more like r9gay
nah it won't hurt man. just puncture the artery real quick. one and done

just be urself dude

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Find a new hobby then
Wageslaving enables you to broaden your choices and opportunites, thus making you happier. Also putting effort into something and seeing the work pay off is pure bliss. Your brain realizes the accomplishment and it hardwires your brain into releasing dopamine when working. Only people who are shit at their jobs hate it

Guys, how can I turn off my thoughts?

I can't stop thinking about embarrassing things in the past or worrying about embarrassing things in the future.

Kind of have an optimistic view of suicide at this point. It liberates people from suffering.

same, but only because of family.

suicide is a basic human right.

>came back
>implying they've been away for the past 8 years

Not sure how I've held up for so long

>what about your social life? do you have friends that share your hobby?
Yes, I have two friends that share my hobby which is painting and drawing. I can't paint or draw something without feeling frustrated or enraged.
I feel less shitty when I'm doing this with my friends, but just recently one of them stopped contacting me and the other is now living in Spain.

meditation

its not a good hobby if it doesn't make you happy, find something else.

i'm often depressed but i never really consider suicide . It probably has something to do with my religious upbringing (despite tipping the fedora now) & the fact that i can NEET without financial worries

what a retarded logic
obviously everyone can feel fear/terror/pain even if they are suicidal
everything wants to live when you're killing yourself you're working against your own nature
not like it's a bad thing

shut the fuck up. it's not beautiful or poetic. you're just ending your life. that's it. I agree that it doesn't have to be horrible like most of society portrays it but let's not romanticise suicide

I'm not suicidal/depressed or anything, but I find life pretty boring. Exercise, video games, and anime helps me, and heroin works temporarily.

No normie shit drinking and partying or wagie shit is going to surpass shooting up, eating sour patch kids, and watching anime.

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>not thinking about sucide daily since you can remember

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