Hi, Jow Forums. Have you ever thought about committing suicide? If yes, what made you stop?

yes, did it last year
sleep with your lights on tonight bitch

No. Life is beautiful

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Yes, a person that I was friends with killed himself a couple of days before I planned to do it. It was such a surreal experience especially at the funeral where I felt some kind of divine interference but also the timing when I received the text message that he had died.

I can't really explain it, I'm still extremely depressed about humanity but I'll live.

You're overthinking too much, bro. Just take a leap off the highest building you can find. At least that's my plan.

Yes.
Family and cowardice makes me not do it.

I've thought about it before, but it was kind of just fantasizing about possible ways to do it and the effects that they had, I don't know if it would actually classify as "suicidal".

I realized that I was thinking about it too much though so I basically forced myself to stop thinking about it anytime it would pop up in my head. Doing this for a while, the thoughts decreased a lot.

Now my life is a little better and I'm a little less depressed so I haven't thought about it at all for a while.

No, I am too much of a coward to ever pull that off.

It would need some huge external pressure.

Yes
I planned and almost did it in two occasions but started to take medication and now I just hate to live but I don't have a big suffering. I just live isolated and wondering what can I do to get out of this loneliness. I think a job and getting thin would make my life better, in case of I still eventually have a chance (to have a gf and make money in a happy city/rural area).

Move out of where you are living. (at all cost, even sell all your assets if need to)
Try to venture faraway, to China, to to Vietnam, Indonesia, Malaysia, Thailand, anywhere and observe. The less developed the area the better.

Bro, I'm trying my best here to have a chance to get out of this shit hole and come to developed country like Japan to start bussiness so I can actually start LIVING my life. And you, who suppose to have everything, are thinking about killing yourself, what kind of joke is this?

Stfu
Life is a joke, it has never been fair.

Suicide leads to death which is salvation.

make it look like a cartel hit

We don't have those here in the city

The realisation that even if life is shit, its still something compared to non-existence.

I now live in fear of death instead.

Thanks bro but I've never thought about it. It's my friend. My best friend told me he really wants to die but not told me why. I have no idea why he wants but I thought I need to do something right now to him. And yes I thought going to some foreign countries is good in this situation, so I'll take him to Thailand next month to relax and some sex. Do you think it would work?

Dead is DEAD, it's the end.
You can only have 1 life, so even if it is bitter, learn to bear with it, swallow it down, and actually put effort into try to change it, step-by-step.
The moment you kill yourself you lose.
As for me, I WANT to LIVE, to prove myself that I'm Victorious even against Creator who put me in shitty position.

Don't be so pessimistic, bro.
The fact that I'm able to post here, means I'm partly sucessful already, just a little more, one opportunity and I can finally live my own life.

The point is I want to tell OP
My starting point is much worse, I have nothing, I'm bullied in school, I have to live in a house that built by literally coconut leaf and now I'm much better than who I was yesterday, close to achieving my dream. I believe your life can change to be better too.

Yes. But my inner rage is far greater than my desire to end it all. I am alive as a big fuck you to everything and living until I'm 100 and dying surrounded by loving family will be my ultimate middle-finger to this shitty world.

maybe, relieve some steam.
And remember to tell him to observe people life, other than the city and whores, try get by some poor village with a lot of nature around if you guys got a chance.

I go for a long walk and spend at least an hour in a chapel. I spend a lot of time walking and in church, which is at least a bit healthier than being alone with my thoughts in bed.
“Above all, do not lose your desire to walk. Everyday, I walk myself into a state of well-being & walk away from every illness. I have walked myself into my best thoughts, and I know of no thought so burdensome that one cannot walk away from it. But by sitting still, & the more one sits still, the closer one comes to feeling ill. Thus if one just keeps on walking, everything will be all right.” ― Soren Kierkegaard

Whatever, good luck to you.

I have given up on life a long time ago.
I am have been a walking dead for over a decade now.

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yes. They sent me to the hospital the last time. Spent some quality time in the psychiatry ward. That was 2 years ago. Nothing has changed. I tried everything from therapy to drugs to sport. I only stick around because I don't want my family and friends to feel sad.

Alright I'll do that. Thank you. Means a lot bro.

I know you and us live in very different countries but I'd be grateful if you could tell me why you do it so much. That would may helps my friend.

Think about it near-daily but mostly for the catharsis it affords, though the thoughts seem more serious lately. I guess I'm still holding out on the belief that I really can carve out something nice for myself. But I don't really know how, and I'm very passive to begin with. I've told myself that if I'm not in a good position by my mid thirties I'll just end it, but I don't know how empty of an ultamatium that is.

"As far as possible we can go on, dream on as we wander
...surely... sometime, sometime you are believing you will arrive there."
I don't know where did I hear the song lyric with something like this, but I think it suit you.
Try to think about your dream bro. We are born in this world that has to have some meaning. We can't just come here and gone, that is even worse than insect.
You see the worms? even though they are inferior, especially those who born in sewer, or dirtied lands without sunlight they transformed, trying their best to live and even when they die they did a good job in cleaning our environment.

You see the ants? They are much inferior to us, yet when they gone they contribute a huge deal to society.

Are you telling me that you are even worse than these admirable insects, bro?

Have fun in Life and contribute while having fun is every reason you need to live on. Don't give up.

Recently I started thinking about it again.
What stopped me was that I still have fun and interesting things that I have yet to do. Of course when I'm done and satisifed I'm out m8

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Yes. In fact, one day I even went to the beach just to try and drown myself after failing a final exam. But I just couldn't jump into the water, I just couldn't stomach the thought of being a total waste of money for my parents, they always got me what I wanted and paid hundreds of dollars every year just to give me a top-tier education for just having the child that they invested more killing himself, and I was afraid of them finding my body.

I gave up when a bunch of children came to the beach and started playing on the shore near to where I was. At the end I called my dad to pick me up, he asked me what I was doing there (it was winter, no one goes to the beach in winter). I didn't tell him a thing, because he would have told the rest of my family of this.

Recently I have been thinking of trying to kill myself again, things just had worsened and at this point, I'm more afraid of the future than death. Things seem more meaningless than before, my relationships had worsened, I'm starting to hate to interact with others, I cannot find joy in anything that I do, everytime that I look in the mirror I am more hideous than before, and my family is in a financial crisis because of me. But I am just too much of a pussy to actually off myself.

Deep inside I have some last remaining hope that times are going to change and I'll be able to go fighting for what I believe in.

become solitude and stop living up to social acceptability. what others think of you is nothing to do with you if you're determined to be alone.

misery comes from your weakness that you cannot stay alone because you don't want to think about yourself thus need fake friends in order to divert your eyes from yourself.

bear loneliness anyway, you can do easily because we have internet today.

yeah, I still do but I have family and love so I can't just do it, it would ruin their lives

Find a job to repay your family and maybe it will give you a sense of purpouse again. Instead of crying like a fag make trying to fix the damage you've caused your reason to live.

WAAAAAA I LIVE IN A FIRST WORLD COUNTRY IM GONNA KILL MYSELF

living in the first world is the worst thing in this century, prove me wrong

Didn't work out, had an entire pack of xans and a bottle of wine and woke up the day after tomorrow after fucking 30+ hours of sleep

I'm afraid. And also sometimes I just curious about the future.

>intricate suicide plans

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My dad literally prohibited me to look for a job while I'm still in university. Last time that I talked to him about this he told me to fuck off and focus on my studies. I will talk again with him about this on vacations.

The realisation that I could just pack up my things, move off somewhere and essentially start fresh. Just cut ties and start again if I needed to,

No, I'm not a faggot.

No it's fucking not, you have a lot of fucking opportunities if you are born in 1st world country. You can find the best education and jobs, people from 3rd world countries study hard or pay money to come and study or work there. And you will also be living in a real country that has ethics, follow and enforce its laws.

the train didn't come that day

Yeah I thought about it but then I realised that doesn't matter how many problems I have, this isn't a solution, it's the coward's way out.

Study hard, get a good job and make your parents proud user, this is the best way to repay them. If they didn't care they'd tell you to quit uni, but it looks like no matter how hard it is for them to help you, they'll find a way to do it. Don't be a disappointment

Dont do it Nobita!!

Sure, generally planning on doing it when I turn ~30, but I'm not locked on a date or anything. There's still plenty of things I can squeeze some enjoyment out of and my dog is only 9 years old (I'm 26) so when she's gone, I'll be around 30ish. I don't enjoy video games much anymore but there's still some TV and books I look forwards to. When my online friends have moved on with their lives is my hard limit, don't see much point continuing past that.

I have a small fund to take care of any post-mortem fees, a small funeral and some extra in case of cleanup or expiring bills when I kick the bucket. Before I go I'll pack up all my things, throw out and/or give away my electronics, disassemble any furniture and whatnow. I have a will I wrote when I was 18 and it still seems fine. Nothing fancy, just stuff about funeral arrangements. Don't know if I'll leave a note.

suicide is badass, it indicates you have the will to defy your very instincts, your programming. i would have preferred not being born at all, but since i'm already here so might as well stick around to see what happens.

Yes
Mom.

No.

It's not like everything in my life goes super, or like I don't get bad shit thrown at me, but for some reason I've never felt depressed. Everything seems like a challenge to me, and that keeps me going, I guess. As long as I'm busy, I'm fine.