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one of those days where i think of jumping off a bridge
all the potential i had is squandered by my depression and autism

Always. I barely speak and I've never understood everyone's ability to have conversations.

I tried a beer for the first time and I almost fainted and then spent the night having a panic attack

I'm always tired

Are you that user in uni?

Yeah being tired feels like the "normal" for me too. It's always an exeption when I happen to not be tired

i mentioned it in the past but it was a while back
i dropped out and am back this year doing something else but i'm just floating by until my lack of giving a shit bites me in the arse

I don't think it goes away for me since sieve lost a lot of sleep these past few years
I know I remember that's why I was asking to make sure it way you. What have you been up to?

nothing
i go to class and i spend the rest of the time zoning out looking at a computer screen
i know i need to put some direction into my life but i feel so miserable that any time not spent wasted on escapism is torture

I'm exactly the same except I don't go to class I have absolutely nothing going on in my life which makes everything worse but i've been pretty ok these past few weeks