My oneitis is gone forever and I am drinking

There are so many awesome girls even in today's shitty world so I bet you'll find a new one that is just as good or better

I also went through that,my first childhood gf ever that later on wanted to reconnect with me. Now she's married with a baby,it still hurts.

cringe

>tfw had a crush on a girl from grades 2-12
>never spoke
BASED.

Its ok amigo. I know that feel, we all do. It hurts and it will hurt for some time more. You don't just get over love easily. It took me 4 years. I hope your recovery goes well.

>I bet you'll find a new one that is just as good or better
I dont know if I do
and even if I did I have convinced mysef...it seems her mamories are permannetly etche into me now...god, I just want to get her back, and I deluded myself into thinking it may happen even with a 0.01% chance

shit

god
I hope my onetisi turns lesbian
I wouldnt stand it to know she was with a spouse or had a baby or that another man touched her
it would be atrocious. thanks god she desnt have social media

>Its ok amigo. I know that feel, we all do. It hurts and it will hurt for some time more. You don't just get over love easily. It took me 4 years. I hope your recovery goes well.
thanks. but I didnt even touch her. she was just oneitis, unrequited love. I must be so fucking stupid, but I felt something like I never did towards her, telle me your story, what made you move on? cause I cant but I dont even know if I want to desu

ahh to be 16 again...

my oneitis is also my gf, but she lives 4 hours away from me

Her new boyfriend is probably an Algerian chad, making her scream every night lad

>god
I hope my onetisi turns lesbian
I wouldnt stand it to know she was with a spouse or had a baby or that another man touched her
it would be atrocious. thanks god she desnt have social media

Mine did,I wasn't ready to be In touch again so I basically turned It down. 2 entire years and I couldn't stop thinking about her, finally realized I couldn't help it anymore(after those 2 years)and looked her up online.

Saw she was already engaged,meet the guy EXACTLY after I didn't go up to meet her. Was obviously looking for a real relationship at the time,I thought I had time to be with her in the futurebut I was wrong. Now she's pregnant and married.

I thought that the french were chads?

Man, I wish my country would invade yours right now. It would take your mind off of her and also be fun.

I WISH I WAS STILL IN HIGHSCHOOL FUCK OK
IHAVENOFRIENDS

NO IMOSSIBLE SHE LIVES IN BRITAIN NPW SHE IS INTOGOOK SHIT AND SHE LIKES IRELAND VERY MUCH SO SHE MAY BE WITH AN IRISH LAD OK. idk.

shi i feel fory ou friend but why didnt you go to meet her?

this fucking country is fucked, i abhor evey one of my countryme sometimes

yeahh haha id be dead in a mnute in a war, that would take my mind off it, but itd be honor to die figting eternal enemy. RAUS KRAUT

Jow Forums has some weird fetishes
I have only ever liked one girl and she's more or less how you described yours: didn't use makeup, didn't drink, didn't party etc. We never became a couple because she refused to date someone who lives three countries away, even though she messed up my mind with sentences like "I like you very very very much" or "why did you have to go back to your country, I miss you so much". I have practically lost contact with her, maybe I'll wish her happy new year on Normiebook or maybe not.

holy shit are you me?

>shi i feel fory ou friend but why didnt you go to meet her?

It was just a bad miscalculated decision,I guess I didn't feel ready to be in a relationship at that point and was so obsessed with other shit and so fucking busy(basically in my own zone blocking out everything else)I thought I could just wait and look her up later.

It was shit,I really wanted to unironically marry her and move to a local town nearby. I couldn't stop thinking about her for those 2 years,I figured from having misheard rumours she wasn't in anything serious yet. It's life user,I was really inlove with this girl,I guess you just have to move on.

I feel for you friend. You must have felt so fucking bad. You still thing abkout her?

rough

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I do,but a lot less than before. Quite frankly I think she's becoming a distant memory of my past now as i am being able to move on.

I don't think about her a lot anymore,when I think about her tho it hurts a little I must admit...

I was really looking forward to being close to her, being with her you know? Her very long dark hair,tanned exotic skin,how feminine she was. Women hold great power to break our hearts..

yes, thry do. But Im happy yu seem not to suffer much from it nowadays. But honrstly right now I cannot imagine letting go of my oneitises thoughts. How could I given up on something so beautiful user? its so unique. so pristine. Ive never elt like his in all my life

the girl I am in love with is actually the polar opposite of me; she's shy, introverted, kind hearted and beautiful.

I'm going to winter vacation to her place up north in 1 month so I can see her again. From what I've heard she's not been in any relationship so far so that's why these things are awkward to her.

i wish you luck, efkalistou poli, hellenex

>yes, thry do. But Im happy yu seem not to suffer much from it nowadays. But honrstly right now I cannot imagine letting go of my oneitises thoughts. How could I given up on something so beautiful user? its so unique. so pristine. Ive never elt like his in all my life

You end up realising you were blinded by love,that you built up this perfect image of a girl that doesn't exist anywhere but your mind. It's like coming off drugs,but you realise there's tons of other girls even better than ever out there.

Of course it's hard at first,since you think your girl is "special" and it's different. But it's not,you move on either to improve on yourself or start getting in touch with great girls out there.

I personally am not of the belief "you just need to fuck as much as possible" to forget her as it's commonly advised but instead doing the mental work of putting down the oneitis down a pedestal.

Atleast you were together.. my girl said sweet nothings to me, said she loved me and was cute as fuck but then she gained lots of friends, became popular and started fucking other guys and stopped talking to me completely

That’s just psychopathic behaviour
Pic related is her

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Was she cute atleast

>mutt fantasies

That's fucked up,I am sorry that happened to you.

Well then, if its a drug, im clearly still addicted user. Yes, mine was special. Youd never see one like her. Damn, I never felt this in my whole life, its incredible. and it latss. Its been two years.

we were never together>....suhe was just a "friend" then rejected me we still took lunch together with her friends but no words exchanged...

I feel for you thogh...Did yo ureally fll in love with her?

that hurts to read
hope you find another qt user

Yes, yes I know this feel
I know it all too well. 11 years it took me to get over her
Now I’m mentally ill

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Pathetic little man

>11 years

Holy shit, backstory?

>Was she cute atleast
She was objectively a 6/10, but for some reason I was extremely attracted to her.
I don't really understand it to this day.

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Met her in high school, instant crush. A terrible crush. She had a crush on me back for some utterly incomprehensible reason, but that only made it worse. Then I fucked up. She was mine and I cocked it up like a total retard. And my bully became her bf. Yes that happened for some reason. Then my dad commited sudoku at this critical moment and my life was turned upside down too quickly for my mind to handle.
She was everything I wanted in life. In every object, clouds in the sky, any piece of music - she was always in there somehow. The memory of her is like an anchor to a different time and life that was once so radiant and colorful and full of feelings. Now absolutely everything is devoid of spirit

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Where do you go from here? What's your plans for your future?

I don’t think there is anything left for me, honestly. I became schizoid and lost all ability to feel. That includes aspiration, motivation, lust, envy. There are no imperatives from my brain to do anything. I’m living alone in my childhood home and basically just waiting to die.
I do however write stories and novels and illustrate to them. It’s the only thing giving me some sort of purpose. Maybe that could save me
Thanks for caring user, it means something

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>be me
>be childhood friends with girl
>we become much closer in highschool
>people say we should go out
>muster all of my courage to ask her out
,>she says she was waiting months for me to say that
>2 days later she says we are too platonic and doesmt want to go out
>dont talk much anymore, but remain on decent terms
>in separate colleges, have phone calls that last hours with her
>ask her out again when back home, says no
>mad
>finish college
>get a job
>get a gf
>then she says now i want to go out with you
I cant fucking stand women

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It really hurts to be stabbed in the back like that. Not even putting her on a pedestal.. I was failing university, my parents were abusive and they didn’t allow me to get a job because that would screw up my studies even more. I met her online when I was 19 and she was 16. She had a similar situation, came from a single mother household, her mom was strict and keep a tab on her, she didn’t have any friends and was depressed.

I helped her with her depression, we were pretty good friends at first and used to chat all night, talking about practically everything. And unfortunately that’s all I could do because I couldn’t afford a ticket to Germany and my dad has strict tabs on where my money goes.

Then her chats started getting shorter and shorter but she would still write love letters to me and say I love with a red heart emoji and share everything with me. Then eventually I found her instagram and realized that she was a completely different person altogether and was lying to me.

She got a bf in Germany and had been in a relationship since April 2017, she posted about drinking and smoking and free sex and how she loved casual sex a lot.

She also had lots of friends so the entire story about her being depressed and lonely was probably made up so I’d feel sorry for her.

When I asked about that she started acting weird, blocking me on Instagram and telling me that she thought we were just memeing and she didn’t seriously think anything was between us. That I don’t even know her and she already has found someone else.

So bitch constantly lied to me and deceived me for the last one year or so m.. then she said I was being a stalker and that I am not supposed to read her insta posts and blocked me from all her social media

I hope that bitch rots in hell, I did nothing wrong to her and yet she didn’t have the decency to tell me she was in a relationship with someone else since April of fucking 2017

That’s her bf

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That is fucked up

Welcome to dealing with wh*te women

I hope things get better bro,i also dealt with some mental problems(heavy ocd+strong despersonalization and derealization).

>I do however write stories and novels and illustrate to them

Thats awesome,keep up the work. Maybe you can publish something at some point?

>She also had lots of friends so the entire story about her being depressed and lonely was probably made up so I’d feel sorry for her.

When I asked about that she started acting weird, blocking me on Instagram and telling me that she thought we were just memeing and she didn’t seriously think anything was between us.

..

Women are notorious for doing this disgusting shit. They love attention.

>I write stories and do illustrations

Man I am so jealous of creative people like you, you people have brilliant and beautiful minds. Don’t hold yourself back and try to put your emotions in your stories, that’s what makes stories worth reading, atleast for me.

I don’t know your pain but I’ve been through similar things. I have always studied sciences since I was kid so my mind is just too analytical to register any emotions, I am pretty bad at writing stories but I wish I could express my emotions and feelings of regrets like writers do.

I sincerely hope the best for you and wish you’d find good things in life so you can be at peace with yourself again. Life is unjust and sad but there is always some other cunt who has it worse than you so you can atleast take solace in that fact.

My best wishes to you from Florida

What happened?

>Women are notorious for doing this disgusting shit. They love attention.

Exactly I asked the bitch if she just did this for attention and she started spewing slurs at me and asked me to chill out..

like wtf? I really felt sorry for her and eventually fell in love but she was apparently just attention whoring all this time.

Fucking tumblrina bitch

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>like wtf? I really felt sorry for her and eventually fell in love but she was apparently just attention whoring all this time.

Yeah its true,they love having somebody stroke their ego/listening to their BS,women get off on this. Its very comon to even girls with Bfs to side talk with some guys(or even screen for potential future partners). Its an ugly part of female nature.

Thank you anons, truly

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Its ok. Im hopeful things will become better for you,they always say amazing ,times come after a lot of suffering.

Focus on hobbies,be aware you are not alone(even if you dont know them irl) maybe get a project,keep developing your good talents.

Cheers m8

Yeah what’s done is done, apparently you can’t even trust innocent looking girls these days. What a fucking sham this world is.. I am sure that bitch will go on to have a good life while I’ll have to work hard a lot more years to get my degrees and be alone because I’m a guy so I don’t deserve any friends or love

>Yeah what’s done is done, apparently you can’t even trust innocent looking girls these days.

Girls looking innocent unironically doesnt mean anything(some of them are the biggest sluths)

>What a fucking sham this world is.. I am sure that bitch will go on to have a good life while

Shes a sad pathetic attention whore dude,roasties deep down are miserable. She will likely be alone and eaten by her 40 cats by 45

>I’ll have to work hard a lot more years to get my degrees and be alone because I’m a guy so I don’t deserve any friends or love

Dont put yourself down,at least you are making something of your life. Things will get better,women are honestly poison sometimes. Plus you can make friends

Your gonna make it.