If this isn't larp I'm sorry about your situation OP. I used to have a gambling addiction until became a shitcoin genius instead. So my only piece of advice is to look up 'mortality motivation' and buy HBT
In police station
You are a stupid faggot. It is well documented that peasants in the 16th century had to work less hours then people in California do to pay rent and taxes.
You think there is something new or good and there isn't. The actual enlightened view is knowing that we are in a neo-fuedal system that is worse then anything before it other then actual slavery.
We also work more then Dark Ages peasants.
statistically, girlfriends are among the most common reasons to neck yourself
Your gf is a dumb cunt, you have a totally legit reason to kill yourself
about as good as my bedroom. I don't see the problem.
Like I told you before, just pretend it never even happened. Pay taxes when you cash out at a profit later if you want, but right now you have a ton of taxable events you can just ignore if your exchange doesn't do KYC.
Screencapping, and forwarding to all police stations that are near cliffs that have famous suicide spots.
Good luck OP, I hope you make it.