If i kill myself

>Trust me on that one
why should i trust you?

It's an innate feeling combined with experiences that I had.

This is annoying, makes me think this fucking dimension was made up by a pervert.

Really, wtf of sicko can make you reincarnate again and again, without memory, to learn shitty lessons about whatsoever mistake you made in another life you don't remember of, and you can't even shoot yourself.
I really hate my life and life itself, sadness go off and on, but misery and disgust are increasing.
What am i supposed to learn? Fuck you!
My shitcoins are sinking like the fucking rest of my life, and i can't do other, because every fucking thing i do seems to have some fucking curse.

unironically this

i put a gun to my head 3 separate times and pulled the trigger, yet i'm still stuck here with you assholes. my universe has become one with a high level of improbability and chaos.

So there's no easy way out?

No, everything is made up of consciousness.
We're stuck here for eternity. Eternity is very scary.

It is all about perspective. A trip to an Ayahuasca retreat will give you a new perspective.

have sex?

did it help your coin trading?

well you may be in a country that is illegal, and if you dont die you may endup in jail the rest of you patetical life