I can't keep saying this enough. Thank you for everyone who cared if I'm still in this world. I don't know you but I really appreciate this and I hope everything goes well for you. THANK YOU.
Suicide or not?
Good to know, that you're feeling better! It lightens my heart. THANK YOU, for that you accept this care. Let it remind you about us if you ever get upset again. Make your life worth of living. Make us happy. Take care, OP!
xoxoxo
I tried but the fact is I'm am ugly and mean person. I've used drugs for so many years I don't even know who I am when I'm sober. The loneliness is the worst part going years without any intimacy does a toll on a person. I don't care about anything or anyone like a sick puppy that needs to be out down
Are you really not afraid of death? I'm scared shitless of dying. Do you think that when you die you would get peace? Tranquility? You wont get nothing, because that's death, nothing. Your conciousness would disappear, you wont even know that you're dead, you wont be able to think about anything, not even sadness or numbness.
Sure life can sometimes be sad or depressing, shit can be stupid, but at least you exist and can enjoy other things that exist, like water running in your hands, or looking at the sky, or even thinking that life could be so different. Everything you have right now is because you're alive.
Consider it
>:c
Have you tried
a) Antidepressants
b) Lifting Weights
c) Changing your life style?