homework for community college or call of duty black ops. can’t even drink by myself because i’m not old enough to buy alcohol
recently switched schools too so i have no friends at this school
my boyfriend lives close so occasionally i’ll hang with him but i always feel like i’m piggybacking off of him/his friends
i just feel like i don’t have a life
feels bad man
Fap until my balls hurt.
I Tell myself that my current position in life is temporary. That If I am patient, resilient, and don't give up on myself I can achieve my goal of earning a PHD. I have to do this more and more often because while I have had great success, such as getting into an amazing University this year, I do not want to lose track of my long term goal.
I'm in a great relationship, but my girlfriend had to move a long ways away because she didn't have the grades to get into my University. Due to this, I now have to deal with not seeing her. It sucks because I miss her. Fuck life sometimes.
Just by myself? Everytime I see ppl of my age walking with their friends, I feel like a loser and I feel like I still have a TON of personal homework to do, to change myself so that I can be more like them. It’s overwhelming.
I too often binge youtubing. I don’t think it’s good for me.
I think I’m gonna get into videogames as well.
Sleep more than I do during the week
Saaame
Does anyone actually hang out with friends on weekends? I just want to understand how you think, so when you started hanging out with friends, do you ask them first? What did you think about when you were asking them? Did you actually feel the need for their existence?
Bump
Drive? Where to?
>friday nights
Usually nothing. I'm past the age for clubbing and I never really liked it in the first place, so friday nights I don't often do anything unless it's a friend's birthday or something.
>saturday
Sleep in a bit, trim my beard, watch some youtube, then head out by about 10.30 to spend time by myself. I've got a couple of spots that I like to go to and eat lunch, I also use the day time on saturday's to go shopping for clothes or shit if I need to. In the afternoons I do chores and arrange shit with my friends. On saturday nights I go out with my friends. To eat or to the movies or to other activities.
>sundays
Sleep in, wash car, mow lawn, do grind-y stuff. Sometimes meet up with friends for lunch or afternoon movies. Sundays are also the days where we normally go hiking because one of my friends works saturdays.