How do you stop comparing yourself to others?

That sucks user. Well you didn't deserve it and don't deserve it now. When you are out with people just try to talk about something. Even if you feel embarassed you will come out fine. Just beat up the self hate like you did with your bullies.

Thanks for the help user, really appreciate it

No worries. Glad to hear I was helpful.

come on man I NEED more of that demen semon

Either get plastic surgery. Or live with it man. Some people are just not meant to be goodlooking. Work hard make cash be confidant and you will get a woman

You'll do that to some extent, it's wired in our biology for competitive related reasons. You'll feel these things OP, it's all a matter of how you deal with your feelings, what goes on in your mind, and why. Why do you want the things someone else has. Materialism alone shouldn't mean that much, abilities on the other hand I can understand but what I said stands.

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post more of her or your mother will die in her sleep

Just don't let people make you so envious