>end). I started getting suicidal at the end of last year I went to rehab in January and was gone for 2 months and did great. I felt great. I loved life again. Within 2 months of being back home, I relapsed. Got sober Try AA. To stay sober I had to change who I was when I got sober.
Try and be a little open minded, and just hang on as best as you can for the beginning. Changing your life, living honestly, and helping others is the really goal of the 12 step programs.
They talk about God, but try not to be clouded by other peoples notion's of what that is.
In the beginning just hang on for your life, and be willing to make changes. Even small changes at first.
I came from Jow Forums by the way before this was moved.
Hudson Turner
I know your pain bro. I have no answers either. I tried being sober but am falling back on the bottle.
Elijah Perez
No, I’m not. I’m an operations manager for a company with a very good base salary. I went to my company the first time and told them I had a problem and was allowed to resume my position after rehab.
Also, this got moved from Jow Forums
Jacob Reyes
>living honestly Living honestly is not an option for some people who have fucked up bad, the bottle is a cope. I don't even know why I'm alive considering the people I could put away for life.
Liam Davis
I honestly loved rehab. I did 30 days inpatient and 30 days in sober living plus IOP 5 days a week. Loved it. I felt great. I wish I could have stayed longer
Xavier Wright
I may try that eventually. Glad it worked for you man.
Jonathan Evans
If it’s that bad for you, it’s worth a shot. I went halfway across the country for rehab. Like I said, I never wanted to leave. Honestly, I didn’t even want to leave the state I was in for rehab. I just felt so at peace out there. I was dreading coming back home
Jeremiah Parker
I was in AA. I fell out when I relapsed obviously. I have such a pride thing, and I know I shouldn’t. But that’s why it’s so hard for me to reach out to anyone from AA or tell family what’s been going on
Samuel Russell
Go to a doctor and ask about naltrexone.
Joshua Clark
They talked to me about it in rehab. Honestly, I’m such a skeptic when it comes to medication. I don’t even like taking Tylenol man. I only took my prescribed pills in rehab(I only had 4) and I didn’t even want to take those. But you’re right, I should look into it.
