Now my brain goes like "Noo that guy is lying! He's here to get you"
Now it's suddenly impossible that there would be other people like me
Must be an imposter
Some people are afraid to post on social media
Isaiah Jackson
Nolan Diaz
>I thought that was cool, but not like anyone would care cool.
Doesn't matter budy. Share away. Do it for yourself.
You would be surprised at how people can react to what they see here, you aren't the only one smoking weed right now.
Someone who smokes weed could actually come to your thread and chat with you for some time.
>I basically try to please everyone because I'm afraid of conflict.
>Now my brain goes like "Noo that guy is lying! He's here to get you"
If this is how you normally think you should talk to a psychologist if you can afford that.
Or maybe you are just paranoid right now because of the weed. I don't know, budy, I know that feel of being afraid of the outside world, try to fix that if you can.
By the way I am pretty sure you shouldn't be fucking around with weed if you have problems with psychosis. Be careful with that.
Elijah Howard
You're right, but I have a hard time putting the tiniest bit of effort into anything.
My fridge broke 2 weeks ago and all I need to do is to call some guy to fix it for me.
I noticed that having a fridge isn't so essential so I still haven't bothered
Also thought that this might be just because of the weed
And yeah I know I really shouldn't, but I do it like once a month max and I really enjoy it.
I also kind of like my psychosis, because it has broadened my vision (:D) and it's just kind of funny sometimes
It also sucks that it's kind of hard to find information on what kind of visuals do people see
I'd need to find people who want to lay on my bed, look at the roof and discuss our visuals with each other or try to see the same things
Sounds stupid in my head already
Gavin Wood
>Sounds stupid in my head already
ye thats definitely stupid budy :^)
But don't sweat about it. This is an anonymous imageboard, you don't need to be that self-conscious about what you say and about what people reply.
try looking up the some subreddits or maybe 420chan. You might find the information about visuals you are looking for.
And fix your fridge man, when the day you need it comes it will not be working because you didn't bother to fix it.
Nathaniel Fisher
>tfw this was all you wanted from friendships when you were 18
>now 25, tolerance is too high to properly hallucinate, too insane to control them, bitter cunt who doesn't care what other people see anyway
Where were you seven years ago
Andrew Bennett
Oh yeah reddit, where everyone can read my post history.
And also that's legit what I'd like to do with someone, kind of sucks how it's stupid
Fuck man, I was 17 playing videogames
Benjamin Collins
>look back at every time someone called me a retard on this site and feel they were right
>any time I achieve something and get congratulated I feel like it's undeserved because I didn't feel I worked hard enough
>my mind always intentionally sabotages any good feeling I have
>always think about how great it would be to have a girl who loved me and showed interest and physical affection but know full well I wouldn't feel the same way back and would probably be unappreciative until she left
Fuck why do I hate myself so much
Michael Fisher
>click submit
>oh fuck what I posted was retarded I shouldn't have done that
>close tab and stew in shame
>check thread some time later when I'm less attached to it
>it's actually not that bad of a post but not great either, feels like another average post
Juan Taylor
That reminds me
>click submit
>oh shit that post was retarded
>close tab in shame
>check thread later
>0 replies
>"Oh God people think I'm so dumb they aren't even dignifying it with a response"
Samuel Miller
Oh and if you're not aware, there's this site: psychonautwiki.org