Do it in reverse order.
/feelings/
All out of xannies. Didn't have many to start with, and they weren't really a good time. I want to feel euphoria, not just numb. Didn't drink when I was on them, because I didn't want to die (yet).
Don't inflict your suffering on others. It's the least you can do.
To create more posters for threads like this
No.
(Not even close to original)
Euphoria. Then just go on the booze or beer asap. Forget the past and dont think about the future.
embrace it
>meet girl online
>she posts here
>talk everyday
>eventually fall in love, obviously
>she tells me she's unwanted, alone and unloved, no one cares about her
>tell her I love her and I do care about her
>get ignored, keep posting shit about being depressed and unloved
why do women do this shit bros? are they so vapid and basic they just attention whore to the lowest levels just to feel validated?
If only I had cash. Useless NEET, living with parents. If I had, I would
>D R I N K
until I was
> V E R Y D R U N K
>Online relationships
Are you trolling, user?
I started having suicidal thoughts when I was six years old, because I was both deeply cynical and self-loathing. For years I was just on damage control and never planned anything in the long term. Then I decided I was a criminal and needed to be incarcerated. I spent years carrying out my sentence. The whole ordeal has left me so drained, that the knowledge I am guaranteed to die someday is the only thought that makes me smile. My identity is so deeply embedded in years upon years of lies that I don't really know who or what I am. Never had a single friend, never even had the Internet or technology until I was 20.
I arrived back at uni two days ago. I might try to do something this time. Who knows.
fucking idiot, attention or trolling
Steal some money from them, steal booze.
DO WHATEVER THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE
>Are you trolling, user?
I-I don't have any contact with girls or other people whatsoever outside Jow Forums and instagram, so when a grill or fembot tells me sweet shit how do you expect me not to take it seriously