How do I stop feeling?

>I'm a sociopath after all of the pain and torment
>u sem like gud person

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I'm not sure, I developed into one throughout the years of hell at an early age. I like to think it's my reward for surviving it all, but it is also just as much a curse
Sure I guess. Tell me why you want to become a cold. (ps, id recommend you keep feeling, it means you're still human)

>i've never talked to anyone with a mental/sociopathic problem
>must be bad people

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>id recommend you keep feeling, it means you're still human
I'm
and I say fuck that. My emotional spectrum is limited and mostly negative. When the majority of the time you're anxious and fear what others think of you there's no reason to keep feeling.

I intend on continuing to feel. However, I also intend on learning about the other side. I want to know what I need to know to keep myself in order in this temporary plane of mortals who value material gain and derive happiness from other human beings and physical objects. What keeps you going? How can I follow a similar path, minus the molestation part?

I don't think I'm a bad person. The one's who did this to me are the bad people

for me it was fasting, kicked in on a third day but it was kinda awful so I decided that even pain better than nothing

It's tough to explain, because I don't when or how it happened specifically, it was what I slowly became and am today. You must learn that other people are nothing. Literally an organic computer inside of a skeleton case, which is inside of a meat suit. They are nothing and mean nothing, so who cares how they feel or what they think? They're hardly even conscious in my opinion, they live to work and die, and pass on the next workers who die, and it continues. worthless, people are nothing. What keeps me going is knowing this and doing what ever I need

Jesus, of course your statement is correct if any rational person sets aside all perceptions of human beings as spiritual entities. Is this the key to enlightenment?

lobotomy
you could actually do it to yourself

I'd like to think so. I think I'm for enlightened that these people, they still try to acquire these meaningless feelings and possessions. I am at a higher level because I'm beyond these things. It's like love. Love is nothing but a chemical reaction in your brain, it's nothing, so why waste time trying to "love"? In the end nothing will ever matter, so instead of doing these useless things and wasting time on useless chemical reactions, I do what ever I want, what ever feels good and makes the temporary reaction in my brain that is "happiness" and releases the dopamine and makes me feel good, rushes and thrills. This is what keeps me going and I believe I'm spending my time better. I do admit, it could become quite boring though, that's why I feel like dying sometimes

*I think I'm more enlightened than these people

To wrap it up, the next state of consciousness, the higher state, is realizing nothing matters, people don't matter and you should get the most pleasure out of this life that you can before you turn back into star dust

xanax
will literally turn you into an npc

Well, man, if you're gonna fucking kys, at least talk to me first. My disc is rthett#2627

Well user, i don't really care for talking to people if there's no point in doing it. Remember what I told you and realize it is truth. As for me, i'm going to sleep as I'v been awake for about 20 hours now. Just know I probably wont kill myself and will just do something crazy, why not, times running out so I better do it now. Farewell user, well run into each other again someday I'm sure -sincerely, sociobro

I hope so, bro. There's too few people like you with your perspective on human beings. Just know that.

Its not really possible. Just embrace the insanity of it all.