How do I stop feeling?

>I'm a sociopath after all of the pain and torment
>u sem like gud person

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I'm not sure, I developed into one throughout the years of hell at an early age. I like to think it's my reward for surviving it all, but it is also just as much a curse
Sure I guess. Tell me why you want to become a cold. (ps, id recommend you keep feeling, it means you're still human)

>i've never talked to anyone with a mental/sociopathic problem
>must be bad people

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>id recommend you keep feeling, it means you're still human
I'm
and I say fuck that. My emotional spectrum is limited and mostly negative. When the majority of the time you're anxious and fear what others think of you there's no reason to keep feeling.

I intend on continuing to feel. However, I also intend on learning about the other side. I want to know what I need to know to keep myself in order in this temporary plane of mortals who value material gain and derive happiness from other human beings and physical objects. What keeps you going? How can I follow a similar path, minus the molestation part?

I don't think I'm a bad person. The one's who did this to me are the bad people

for me it was fasting, kicked in on a third day but it was kinda awful so I decided that even pain better than nothing

It's tough to explain, because I don't when or how it happened specifically, it was what I slowly became and am today. You must learn that other people are nothing. Literally an organic computer inside of a skeleton case, which is inside of a meat suit. They are nothing and mean nothing, so who cares how they feel or what they think? They're hardly even conscious in my opinion, they live to work and die, and pass on the next workers who die, and it continues. worthless, people are nothing. What keeps me going is knowing this and doing what ever I need

Jesus, of course your statement is correct if any rational person sets aside all perceptions of human beings as spiritual entities. Is this the key to enlightenment?

lobotomy
you could actually do it to yourself