Hey Jow Forums

comp engineering sounds good, focus on studies, start meditating to detach yourself from the buzz of your life at least for a moment. The only thing I can tell you is that life won't get much better when you will move out, working 8 hours or more and barely having time for anything else within normal week is shitty plight of an adult man, do you have any passion or passion for your studies? or is it something forced upon you by parents ?

and male on top of all that

Don't listen to this faggot
You're either going to keep living a life where your parents hold you back and drive you to suicide, or you do something about it and get out of there. This guy does not understand the difference a city makes in trying to get help. Even if the counselor doesnt end the abuse he can help you cope.

They yell at me and do that too, I don't get anything, I just get shit taken away.

I'll give that a try, I'll leave early for class and talk to them

They won't report anything if I request that they don't, right

I do have passion for it because vidya programming, but other than that no

right, yeah I'll just ask them to see how I can stand up to them, because I do not have the courage to stand up to them at all

Invest into a plane ticket. Its worth it to escape your nightmare tier life. Buy once cry once over a plane ticket instead of crying every day over this bullshit

I'm just afraid of becoming homeless with no way back home after

They cant report anything unless you fill out forms and stuff, correct
I've gone through it for some issues I was having and they helped a lot, confidential

fuck counselors. they mess up shit more than they actually help.

you dont know, youre putting yourself in that position where they could report foul play. they will start asking you about abuse like physical abuse etc.

youre an asian guy, they dont want to help you they wanna use your situation to look good.

all right, thats good

it isn't physical abuse either its mainly just psychological so I'll see what they can do for me

I'll shut my trap about the physical abuse that occurred years ago

Shit, man. I was in the exact same situation. I resolved it by taking massive loans during college for on/near campus housing (dorm for 1 year, it sucked and was overpriced. Then rented room in a house nearby campus for 2 years.)
Price sucks but it's better than taking shit from your parents all day. You need to get out of there or you're gonna end up putting a gun to your head. I had the knife on the floor one day and that's when I decided, fuck the money, some things are worth more than money. Like sanity. Get out of there and cut contact.
My life has completely turned around since I left. I'm my own man now and have fixed most of my issues. I wouldn't even recognize myself.