Yo, Jow Forums, does anyone here know my feel?

yo, Jow Forums, does anyone here know my feel?
>missing a sense for life
>hence no lust for living
>nothing i previously enjoyed entices me anymore
>feeling estranged from the world
>tfw no spiritualiy anymore
>theres beauty, i can see it, but i cant connect
i'm dead inside and feel utterly depressed. what do?

>inb4 therapy
i don't want to go to therapy because i feel like therapy could in the best case only fix me in order to function and get on, which is not what i want at all. i want to get back my sense for life, my link to the actual world, my spirituality, if i even had such. and i cant imagine anything more estranging and mojo killing than going to some paid, trained shrink to talk about this shit and get some pills prescribed.

i think that therapy would only hide a question that i actually want to see either answered or disappear altogether. am i wrong?

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kill yourself

thx bro

>don't really achieve much except for good marks at school and being slightly above average at cricket
>don't believe I can achieve anything, find the idea of me ever having a proper job/sexual relations unthinkable
>Have little motivation to do it despite conscious thought because I fundamentally dont think of my self as able to ever be a proper member of society
>Spend the majority of my life distracting myself, here, YouTube, porn, drinking. Even going to bed I get caught in shit thought cycles and need to phone post to distract myself
>Achieve nothing

Stop being a pussy, and be a real man.

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t. all my problems are self induced, yet too much of a pussy to do anything about it.

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>hurr man up ur pussay ooga booga durr
Fuck off with your retarded toxic masculinity shit, it never helped anyone.

Of course I do. i wouldn't be wasting my days on Jow Forums if otherwise.

Our generation is lost. I know this feel.

I spend time fishing and camping, it's the only reason I can stomach living.

Literally:
>stop alcohol
>stop to fap
>go to the gym, do other sports
>start cooking your own food

Easy as that, really.

how do you cope? do you have hope?

Helped me out, when I feel weak/ cowardly I just think that I come from a line of men who had it 100 times worse than me.

Shit My grandpa fought in multiple wars, went through the great depression, too immigrate to Canada and work on a farm 12 hours a day.

Stop being a pussy.

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what did they live for though?

go to rural areas and be outside.

I'm not talented at anything and there's basically no guidnence which isn't a scam so I'm fucked. I'm doing a mechanics course at the moment to learn shit about cars but even then when it's the basics there's tons of base knowledge you're just assumed to have. There's just no entry level anymore you have to inherently be good because why would they take anybody except the top percentages when everythings so saturated

I've always been like this, disconnected from the world inside my autism bubble. I could never relate to people who were just enjoying like, pursuing goals, making friends and relationships, it always seemed so alien to me. I was literally never alive in the first place.

Family, Country, God.

Strive to make make a family, help out your country if not just your community, Start going to church if you have any religious feelings.

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seems legit and i'm actually into this. i've started reading the bible a year ago, but quickly stopped because i didn't feel adequate to do so.

kill yourself

lol so you fail? who cares you'll eventually find something you are good at, stop worrying like a bitch.

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I try to alienate myself with this place and gaming. I have no hope; I never had.

Dude how is life real lmao

this makes me sad. i don't want to live like this and you shouldn't live like this. do you have family?

What do you think?

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that guy was based and redpilled. from his last youtube video it seems like he didnt even have that bad a life.

“It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” Luke 5:31-32

That's the thing no one, is adequate for God, salvation is a free gift because he loves us.

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I live with my parents and siblings, yes.

do you have any ambition to make your parents proud or at least be happy for you?

Start cooking and get sloshed with the lads once a month, worked for me

I've been nothing but disappointment so far, even if they say otherwise. I'm not sure I can, I'm too damn lazy and a bitch to do anything.

Pussy.

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Tell me something I don't know.

Move to the countryside and work for yourself instead of your bosses.

No I was just saying it so you might man up, and stop acting like a pussy

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