Be me

>.I don't think she ever slapped me though,just by words/arguments.
I got the third world style education.
But it was good, she also made me learn discipline and virtue.
Without that harsh education, i would probably be a drug dealing, gang shooting nigger.
When now, i'm just a scientific turbo autist.

>write down that account, user
You mean the owing my parents and wanting to spoil them?Or this whole thing and other experiences that might've molded me into what I am?

>Or this whole thing and other experiences that might've molded me into what I am?
This. Start to write... why you're writing. Then a full account of that experience. And then, all your thoughts and action that are relevant for you to write.
It'll be worth it.